*Oopsie~!!*

I havn't tried to wrote from the office for what? a week? >_< I didn't dare do it eventhough my boss just got back from Russia [haha the cat is back!] my senior been keeping me busy but I still yet to get any busy.

I got nothing interesting what so ever with my life so I gonna post my latest pic here for ya all to see...

it's the twin from Tokyo Babylon, my old fav comic ^_^ I luv Subaru here than in 'X' [too grumpy & without his sis.. he seems like a lost puppy]

been doodle on the oe's board alot lately so go there & see ^_^

If Thai.net will be nice enough... I'll put up the new top pic on the index page too!

*call ya later okay~!*

Today I gotta receive too many phone calls & it's all important! @_@ I never receive this much calls in my life & how I hate talking on the phone... I never make good tel. conversation coz I get nervous all the time. try to make up a clever sentences is so difficult. That's why I still reconsider the idea of having mobile phone coz I never really meant to use it that much, it's just the trend Y_Y I thought siemen phone was kinda cute ^_^ while Nokia phone was more masculine [lol] can't choose >_<

well... I gotta fin yesterday's meeting report Y_Y ::sniff sniff::

*exhausted*

I didn't wrote for quite sometime -''- coz I can't use the office comp for personal purpose... my boss will be pissed off if she found out I surf the net.. & I havn't pass my placement period yet... (usually they give 3 months test but my boss give me just one month) so it's gonna be hectic trying to prove myself...

I hate coming home coz I ain't got a resting place... my dad still order me around the store like before... so I kinda wander ed the office more late everyday... doin' stuffs just to pass more time.. not good habit though but my boss & colleage seems to appreciate me for that..

Other than work my life pretty bored & it's my personal hell to manage >''< couldn't talk much... I'm not quite myself right now. Until I'm fully employ, I can't enjoy myself & I hate compliment coz I'll screw it up the next minute... pressure is more preferable although it's not good for my mental status.. I'm so damn tired!

*pre-mother's day*

Tomorow is Mother's Day here... so it will be a holiday. [not for me at home though] Anyway this morning, they doing a mother poem contest.. which bring tears to many listeners... It make me wonder what kind of bond me & my mom was having... since I don't feel connected to her that much. My mom was like going crazy when concerning my two brothers... [well... they're the son right?] but when it comes to me... she was like... 'take care of yourself, I'm too busy with your father & brother' so I sort of the lonely kitten ... NOT that she don't love me or even hate me.. I know she does care for me.. But the way she express herself make me feel vulnerable... My father was even worse.. We don't have normal conversation anymore.. He was so fade up with his tight world & I caugth up so much in my own world to care.. He's so disappointed in me but then again He got his perfect angel already 'my big sister' who got the perfect husband & a son... I will never be like her ever!

Enough with the family history --''-- if I have time then I'll doodle 'mother's pic' on the oe board..

*taoism*

^_^ I stumble across Pantip looking for cool topic & found David Tao's I was so excited coz everybody here keep talking about Jay Chou & not that I don't like him.. I do listen to his music But I prefer David better >_< Now there's actually someone who really know about his genius music, it make me happy :) I heard he goin' to release his greatest hit album... if I could find then I'll buy one. ^_^ My bro kept asking me 'do you think he's not actually Taiwanese? I never seen a Taiwanese with great Eng accent' ok. Lee Hom is also American & could sing in Eng but I still think David got the cutest Eng accent ever >[]< & his loony face is also cute too~! ^^ [wanted to use the word 'angelic' but that probably over exaggerate..] /me goin crazy....
& I'm happy that David gonna be Jordan Chan's producer for the next ablum ^__^ it gonna be great~!
Tonight I gonna listen to 'Yue Liang Dai Biao Shei De Xin' for the hundred times [never count anyway :P] although right now I'm quite obsess with 'Crazy About You' [very boy band's] ^_^

*twisted*

Today, some adjustment in the office concerning my work but nothing serious ^^'..hopefully
I've been trying to make a new web page but it seems that thai.net won't be much cooperative last night. I'll try to put the new web up tonight.

I give Ranma/Gasaraki fic a try. Not bad at all & it's more logical than GW/Gasaraki plot ^^' concerning more on Ranma as the Gowa's cousin & his curse thingy. It was a nice change although I'm mostly a sappy-fic fan ^v^ havn't fin reading all the chapters so I can't say much apart from that I like the aspect of Gasaraki in Ranma's world, really nice indeed. I think it's great for crossover plot. [where Ranma become a Kai & be able to pilot TA, sad that Yushiro & Miharu didn't make any appearance. I like torturing my fav chara ^_^]

No update for the web coz I havn't got time to do any CG pic.. mostly on the oe bbs
been thinking of doing more adjustment with my pitas page

Ok.. I'm done reading the 9 chaps [not fin yet] I thought it was really interesting the way the story solve most of Ranma's problems that he can't done it himself >_< now he don't have to be force to married anyone, get cure the right way, get the motherly love and maybe making new real friends.. [hopefully] Really it's a refreshing view ^v^ & I'm not really 'Ranma' fan at all... though I though Nodoka [Ranma's mother] having to much brain apart from being manipulate by the Gowa [Kiyoharu] so I consider her very OOC.. And then Yushiro appear somewhat talkative, havn't seen him talk to anybody like that in the serie in a very strange manner too. [another OOC] I don't mind the OOCness but do they need to get him killed >[]< by a simple car crash?! [with miharu included] this is sick...[ah... there gose my fav couple] But I like the improvement with the Tendo's though -''- Nabiki's getting at Ranma & he havn't got a clue about it ^^'' I feel sorry for the kid... But the writer seems to make everything easy for him.
Apart from lil' disturbing details, I really like the story ^_^ it's getting somewhere.... ['the TA martial art' sounds funny ::grin::]

*La petite*

that's the title for my new web [or it should be] ^_^'
I havn't manage to do much yet but it's ok to go visit ::La Petite:: I probably will keep the personal sections there... maybe ficcies? dunno yet but it's fun to edit ^_^

let me try to post a pic here.... let's see...

*Hweeeee~!!*

Bright spots of the Day:o^v^o
* Got a mail from Ellen ^_^ ~me very happy~
* read Gundam wing/Gasaraki fic >o< very cool & cute~!!! my two fav anime together~! I'm truly in heaven right now @_@ I never read crossover fic before so it quite confusing... The story start with Heero getting married to Relena then It shift to the sand bettle scene [Gasaraki] But then Trowa as Yushiro~!! O_o [& quatre as his former lover?... now that's funny] Miharu is so sweet >_< I never could imagine her that lovely~! ... sadly it didn't update since Dec last year TT__TT [will I ever read an ending to Gasaraki fic?] sniff.. sniff..

Atleast it will keep me happy for awhile...>_< wanna read more fic~!
/me go back to work now \^_^/

*my Eng is so crappy*

well.. I should start typing in Eng from now on.. I havn't use it for such a long time [a year?] so the wording will be very ugly & short (coz I run out of words to express)

Today we have a small meeting at the office... & I take in as much as I can but seriously gotta admit I was abit confuse at the context of the meeting since I'm so new to this place... & the working process was somewhat strange -_- I really am a newbie. Anyway we end up with a lil' party which contain eating, eating, eating & chatting.. so OK, I'm no good at conversation at all... that's my personality problem.

Yesterday [& almost everyday now], I got mad at my dad, who seem to think everybody is against him in such stupid manners. While I say nothing he imply as 'you're happy that I'm miserable' [who said!?] & when I tried so hard to explain to him that he could be happy despite differences among our family [very huge one too] He kept rejecting & think my words are nothing but foolishness. I'm way over my head with him. & to become a good daugther is such a difficult task altogether... I wish he would just take things abit lighter & end this stupid argument [my bro give up on him... I start to agree with him now] well, It's ruining the bonding of our family [which I wonder if we could be consider 'family' thinking that we only care for physical condition & being strictly cut off from 'social function']

Anywho, it's strange that I can't explain much about anything....so I can't really put it in to words now T-T I'll tried though....

*In Process*

ช่วงนี้งานหมักหมมซะเหลือเกิน รายงานก็ยังทำไม่เส็ด ที่ต้องรวบรวมข้อมูลก็ปิดไม่ได้ซักที แล้วยังต้องโทรไปติดต่อเรื่องงานอีก อึ้กกกกก ที่กัวสุดกลับเป็นอ้นสุดท้ายอ่ะ แบบว่า แค่คุยกะเพื่อนร่วมงานเรายังปอดๆ เรย ไปคุยกะคนแปลกหน้าเนี่ย... รู้สึก.... แง้วววว แต่ยังไงก็ต้องกดความกลัวให้ได้อยู่ดีนั่นแหละ >_< งุ งุ ยิ่งกัวยิ่งเจออ่ะเนอะ...

เมื่อเช้าพี่เค้าก็บอกผล...การทำงานอ่ะ เค้าบอกว่าที่ไม่ได้ให้ดีมากเลยสักอัน เพราะว่าเพิ่งมาใหม่ ยังไม่ค่อยรู้อะไร ก็เลยเอาแค่ ดี กะ พอใช้ พูดตรงๆ เหมือนเค้ากัวเราเสียใจอ่ะนะ แต่ที่จิงแล้วเราดีใจมากก่าอ่ะ ที่ไม่มี ต้องปรับปรุง ทั้งๆ ที่เรารู้สึกว่า ตัวเองทำงานห่วยมาก ไม่ทันกิน ทำอะไรเงอะๆ งะๆ แถมสัมพันธภาพยังสร้างไม่ค่อยเป็นอีก แค่ได้ทำงานเราก็ดีใจแล้ว (มีใจแป้วเล็กๆ กะตัวเลขเงินเดือน (ฮา) ก็แหม ดันมีคนได้มากก่าเรามาเปรียบเทียบ ก็เท่านั้นแหละ) ตอนนี้ก็ต้องตั้งหน้าตั้งตาสะสางงานต่อปายยยยยยยย... T_T เสียวววว

เออ เวลาร้องเพลงสเปน (ที่มีน้อยนิด) กะเพลงเกาหลีซึ้งๆ หลายๆ เพลง จะพบกับคำว่า 'โกราซอน' บ่อยๆ ^_^' ไม่รู้ว่าบังเอิญ หรือว่ามันมีความหมายพ้องกันในเพลงรักหวานๆ น้อ? สงสัยอ่ะ ถึงยังงั้นแต่ก็เป็นคำที่ร้องแล้วรู้สึกถึงการรัวลิ้น (ตรง ซอน มันจะต้องห่อลิ้นเปนพิเศษ แต่ทั้งสามพยางค์ก็ห่อลิ้นหมดแหละ) ทำให้รู้สึกว่าเป็นการเอื้อนเสียงที่ฟังเพราะดีนะ แบบว่า ชอบน่ะ ทั้งๆ ที่ไม่เข้าใจความหมายเรยซักติ้ด.... แต่เพลงจีนร้องยากก่าเยอะ.. (ถ้าจะร้องไม่ให้ผิดน่ะนะ)