Doctor, my eyes have seen the years
And the slow parade of fears
without crying
Now I want to understand
ummm.. yesterday I went to a funeral at noon then visit my colleage at a hospital in the evening..then today my colleage got into motorcycle accident [the same person who just went to the hospital yesterday~ feelin' so terrible for her]
everything happen so sudden~!!
I have done all that I could
To see the evil and the good without hiding
You must help me if you can
Then I realise then that having good health is truly a blessing.. well..I've never felt that way before coz I never seen myself as a 'healthy' person but I don't need to see the doctor very often except for dental care that I'm truly sux... >x< & I usually don't get sick that much~ eventho I rarely do excercise, knowing full well that I will suffer when I get older..
Doctor, my eyes
Tell me what is wrong
Was I unwise to leave them open for so long
then u see ppl who r less fortunate with their body & realise how better it is to still be able to breath properly..ain't that such a selfish thoughts?
'Cause I have wandered through this world
And as each moment has unfurled
I've been waiting to awaken from these dreams
People go just where they will
I never noticed them until I got this feeling
That it's later than it seems
I feel like everybody need lots of healing thesedays~ so much suicidal happening lately.. so much stress...bad thoughts running so wildly..
now take good care of yourself OK~!!! I hope all of u is doin' Okay~!
*PS*
- image is my 2222hit pic at DA.. I wanting to use a suiting pic.. I don't often draw pic with much meaning esp. lately..
- wording in italic taken from the song 'Doctor my eyes' by Wilson Phillips, album California [I just like the song & the band]
