+Season of Loneliness+

The last leaf falls cushioned by the wind
As the snow falls upon my heart
My love’s been shelved as another memory
Oh... Till another season pass

Suddenly the trees rain forth their leaves
Why didn’t I feel the change before?
Oh... All the streets are lined with people in love
I walk alone in the embrace of night

I want to bid the past farewell
But the seasons they so quickly change
Oh...And it is so hard to stay strong
In this season of loneliness
The sea is a mirror for the bright sunshine
As love blossoms all o’er the Earth
All around excitement’s in the air
Oh I remember the madness

I look out of my window to see a withering tree
And my heart weeps for it
Oh... I now understand the feelings of those who’ve loved
How their hearts have been slowly withering

I want to bid the past farewell
But the seasons they so quickly change
Oh...And it is so hard to stay strong
In this season of loneliness

Again I’m bitten by the frosty wind
As the last bit of flame flickers weak
I flip through the album of my memories
It’s still the season of loneliness

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'Ji mo de ji jie' [Season of Loneliness] by David Tao

wanted to give credit to the translator but I forgot where I've taken from >_<'' truly sorry..

the song truly reflect my heart at the moment coz I remember listening to this song during this time last year & it just made sense now... how sad to lost the person u love & all the feelin' u treasure in ur heart got blown away..

*wandering with the moon*

ummmmmm one click of a button & my previous post went missing so I have to wrote another.. blah.. I was ranting about shitty stuffs so maybe it wasn't meant to be post anyway :(

Today is 'Loy Krathong' .. November fullmoon festival... a time to celebrate, pretty much like 'thanks giving'.. thanking the buddha & the river for supporting lives thoughout the year.. I think it's 'family' quality time.. where kids dress in traditional costumes & float the flower-resemble thingy, 'krathong' ['loy' mean floating] there's also firework & fair :) very nice event can be watch on TV XD

I never join this festival since my parent r such old-headed Chinese family XD nyaaa~ it's my dad who never anticipate in any festivals... he never takes me anywhere except the time to give respect to our ancesters grave [that's probablythe most important Chinese festival apart from newyear]

lol~anywho I should be doing some pic I meant to draw for 'Loy Krathong' festival.. well not exactly but it just happen to be drawn during the festival.. have noting to do with 'Loy Krathong' whatsoever... not so sure if I will fin it on time.. >.<

the title *wandering with the moon* is the new track from Tension's greatest hit compilation 'Story'... ;P

like *WTF"~!!

I came back coz I just update my site & I can't see it~!!!! So damn frustrating~!!! >_<

I miss writing nonsenses on this blog for no reason... actually what happen the last time I did an update was almost a year ago so now it turn into a 'memory' & I'm so full of 'memory' right now that I hope I wont break down & cry after reading coz I'm f**king miss every single things that has happen before & now I lost so much.. I can't believe anything I actually saying anymore...

I lose 'hope'... not all but most of it went down the drain.. my youth is fading & I only see gray lining in my 'future'... :(

I'm too content to be selfishly secure in my lil' hole..

like WTF!?